Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Sansa Clip Plus Bluetooth



Ich habe für die Zwei
aus dem gleichen Stoff
Vorhänge genäht

Da ich noch einen
Rest übrig hatte
gibt es jetzt
als
Überraschung
noch ein Kissen

Die Buchstaben und den Lorbeerkranz habe ich
mit Stoffmalfarbe und Schablone
auf das fertige Kissen
aufgebracht

~

Tuesday, August 24, 2010

Calico Horse Trailer Quality

fear

Somehow I was so confident at the first ICSI. I thought the works already, after all, I was already pregnant. I was only afraid that I might again eine frühe Fehlgeburt haben würde und es dann erst wieder beim zweiten Versuch klappt. Das hatte ich ja schon. Deshalb wollte ich auch die 2. ICSI so schnell wie möglich anschließend machen, weil ich dachte, das es dann sofort klappt.

Mit einem Supergau, dass sich nicht eine einzige Eizelle befruchten lassen würde, habe ich überhaupt nicht gerechnet. Und jetzt bin ich völlig von der Rolle. Ich meine ich habe wirklich Angst vor dem 3. Versuch. Ich möchte, dass wir möglichst optimal vorbereitet sind und unser Körper mit allen nötigen Nährstoffen versorgt ist. Die muss man mindestens 3 Monate vor Punktion regelmäßig genommen haben (mein Schatz Orthomol fertil plus und ich Magnesium, Zink, Calcium, Folic acid, thyroid hormone, omega-3 fatty acids and I will drink Nestreinigungstee and child-Come-tea as a herbal witch).

But the preparation needs to be a little more time. Now it is so that my AMH value ( Anti-Mullerian Hormone ) underground, and my FSH was increased once, ie above 20 So I am beginning already in menopause.

Now I have a terrible fear that lead a few months break and that my ovaries, its function set entirely to stimulation no longer have them. Then it would really be the end. Finito, out, over!

I will soon make an appointment at my gynecologist account, so he told me again either prescribe the pill, because that supposedly reduces the FSH value. Or perhaps we should say in the autumn with the 3rd Attempt to start before it's too late.

Tuesday, August 17, 2010

Homemade Professional Manicure

appointment

Today was my appointment after the second failed attempt. FSH is slightly elevated, 23, he should not be over 20. And my anti-Müllerian hormone deficiency. The two candidates are to blame, that I would not be stimulated as well. A laparoscopy is not regarded as necessary. Even otherwise there is really no more studies that would have been made yet.

Try now they want me on the next attempt still take an additional drug except Menogon that may cost more, but it will increase the chances that can stimulate more eggs. Oh, I would have let me only the name of the drug say it again so that I can remember at the next attempt. Puregon?

A pause is medically not necessary, if not too many follicles have formed. But when I think I would need a long break, that's fine too. Then it could be necessary only to approve the health insurance be extended again and of course a blood count be done before the next trial starts. Then

I had wondered how it is with Orthomol fertile and nest cleaning and child-Come-Tees. As expected, there is no medically proven efficacy of these supplements and teas, it's more of a fad, but it also does not do harm. I have to try it anyway, because if we try anything and it is a zero again, then I'm probably allegations. And so I can at least say we tried everything.

Saturday, August 7, 2010

How To Build A 3d Castle

Worst case

8:15 clock. After I lay awake almost since 6:00 clock, with trembling hands I called again in the infertility clinic. But it was as feared. The worst case occurred. Unfortunately they had no good news for me it has no egg can be fertilized.

Now again the thoughts going through my head ... Why is that? Am I too old? Are my Eierchen just too bad?

I used to naively always thought that an ICSI if the sperm is injected directly into the egg, the egg is almost zangsbefruchtet. This resulted in my fantasy world that it would then come to a fertilization rate of
100%.

I read yesterday, however, that not the case. Even with the ICSI fertilization rate is only about 70% - in normal case. If the rate is worse, the poor are the eggs or sperm quality.

And then it occurred to me: Did my Treasury in recent weeks at all zinc taken? Where the zinc is all about. I'll have to ask. The last test he had taken at least from time to zinc and as we had at least a fertilization rate of 25%.

We now have only one sponsored by the health insurance experiment. One! Then it gets really expensive, we should go do. I write the same time, a memory piece of paper with "zinc", so I think of it in the next round.

And now my body needs probably take a break. The hormones make sure that weight is jojo. And a look in the mirror tells me that the Jojo rises above all to the top. What an awful feeling. Can anyone even forwards by the Clock? So on March 2011?